The last six years i have had the most amazing friend. Shes beautiful funny and everyone likes her. We have been through some of the roughest times together and seem to have over come most things with our friendship intact. Although i really do love her to pieces im so jealous of her. Like i said she is gorgeous, slim figure, big eyes and the longest dark hair. And she has such a bubbly personality, shes irristable and is always the centre of attention. She has so many men just falling at her feet and she just loves it. And until lately he has always been the one to stick up for me.
There was talk that my ex boyfriend who i broke up with just on a year ago as coming back for awhile. Recently my friend received text messages from him asking her out...although she was flattered she didnt reply to him, as hes my ex and all. She also said that when she did see him that she was going to ask him what the deal was with asking her out, she was gonna be a friend and stick up for me.
A day later she comes into my work and tells me that shes going to her schools formal with him!Honesly it really hurt, although it was a year ago that i broke up with him. But we did go out for a year and for seveenteen year olds, that is a long time. We shared a really special bond and he was my first love and he had a huge impact on my life . Although i have left school i still attended the formal and just paid no attention to him, and ignored them both when they were together. I did have a good time, i made sure it was obvious that i was having fun!
I just dont know where i stand with my friend any more. She was the one i bitched to about him before we broke up...Im not even sure how i should feel about it all....is it wrong to be jealous after all this time? I just feel like she kinda ditched me, and i really dont even want to get started on him...(is this his idea of revenge?)Although he is my used goods right?! Im not so sure weather she wants my trust or not...if she does shes go a funny way of showing it