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  1. lexion
    hey you know what, it felt lighter after i delete her
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    talking about deleting, what about facebook/myspace? is it necessary to delete her?
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    wow, that sounds like a good news 2 months of NC huh?but you're the one who broke it? hey i'm wondering, how long do you think you'll be ready to date again i mean, i don't want to get back with my ex, i do NC for myself
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    exactly i always think that if we broke up, it's going to be me who broke up with her
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    exactly what i am feeling, wow huh?
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    >honeyspur hey thanks alot i am at email removed i'm actually a 3d animator, no background in cooking at all
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    well, i kinda start a new one right now, we(me and my brother) are thingking starting a new one i don't know the word for it, but we sell different kinds of meatballs(planning to) and it's just a small place he is still trying out recipes from everywhere,and his girlfriend is very supportive about this
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    >bostoneric i feel the opposite i can list all the wonderfull things about her, about how she made me feel, how she care for me, how she change me into a better person but all of that can't compare to the fact that she fall for someone else for the last year of our relationship, and said nothing about it yesterday, before nc, is still think i can forgive her and all that now, i realize there's no future in us she treated me like a gum, once the taste is gone, she find another one realizing this, made me feel kinda up lifted, it's as if there's something hiding the truth all this years "i can see clearly now, the rain is gone"
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    well, it doesn't go well, and i'm kinda depressed by it, and i think this is a huge factor in us drifting apart it's the first time i really think about our future i mean how i am going to provide for her and all and i realized now, that i've been kinda avoid talking to her because of this i know i should't hide my fears and doubt to her it's funny how you've never realized how much you love her until she's gone
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    day 5 i've been talking to a few old friends it's funny how they never contact you, but then they hear about you having some trouble, then sudennly all of this messages are piling, it's good to know that there's someone who care for me i've been able to hold my ups longer today i only fall for a short moment there, and it's not as bad as the day before i've been updating my profile, adding some old friends been noticing that a few of them are married now, wow, am i old?LOL i realized this has been a hard year for me, my job, i've got a lot of new responsibilities, and there's this bussiness that i'm starting with my brother i think this may have been the reason we drifted apart well, have a good day everyone i am happy oh, talking about happy, i laughed today, and i mean really laugh been watching some episodes of friends and i laugh, as if i heard their joke for the first time
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    yea, like that well, at that time, i thought it would be a sweet goodbye thing then she erased it, after that all of her friends comment about how sad it is, and asking why she erased it
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    i wrote one, and sent it to her as her testimonials she erased it in less than 24 hours nice huh?
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    >honeyspur "Rhonda Byrne" there's a dvd version i think
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    day 5 i am a little down at this moment the image of her, dreaming about the other guy but i don't feel as depressed as before i'm reading the secret btw, it's an interesting book
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    day 5 i feel great today the first 4 days, when i woke up i feel heavy like there's a burden in my heart now, it's like that burden is gone
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    >getmeback thank you, thank you very much i'll make the list
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    day 4 sudenlly i miss her at first it's only a little but it's getting stronger i know she doesn't love me anymore but, the way she treated me after we broke up i can't imagine someone would do that to a person that they know has feeling i'm starting to think that she never love me at all it's very cold and cruel, as if i'm her pet that she got bored of
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    day 4 at the beginning of my NC i still hope for her to come back to me but lately, i've been thinking clearly, the way she broke up with me, the reason, our last year of relationship i can't see any future in us i had a dream that we try again and we broke up again i am this close to texting her i don't know what i am feeling right now do i wan't her back?can i forgive her? can she forgive herself for what she did to me?
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    is it healthy to rely on prozac? day 3 the 19th is her birthday should i say something? if i do, i have to reset the NC from 1 again right? would it be better if i don't say anything? i'm feeling happy btw, i don't know why though, maybe it's the stories here
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    >honeyspur thanks, i don't really know what rebound actually is, this is my first break up do you think you can forgive someone if they already has a feeling for someone else in the last year of your relationship? i mean forgive them if you get back together
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    day 3 i'm feeling down today why is it that every night i fell happy but when i wake up i feel down again i've tried to recall my feelings at night but failed it's almost as if yesterday never happened like i'm trapped in one day, the day after we broke up i've been keeping busy lately, but it's really hard to consentrate and i used to brag to her every time i acomplish something i miss that today btw, can somebody tell me about rebound? definition, positive, negative effect, etc
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    day 2 i've been doing stuff she doesn't like me doing i felt relieved actually, as if she is a weight that i finally took off i know some of the stuff i do is not positive, but i don't do drugs or ver stupid stuff around that area it's stuff like, playing pc games, spoiling myself, buying stuff i want having hobby really helps a lot
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    day 2 i'm listing stuff that i won't miss from her and this makes me not wanting to go back with her
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    day 2 i ended up feeling depressed and almost called her yesterday the more i think about this, the more i can't see her going back to me why does my heart feel emoty in the morning? it's as if there's a void in my chest, literally it felt literally empty
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    >bostoneric OMG, my ex behave almost like your ex, i feel what you feel she's very strong about her decision and keeps telling me to move on, to forget about her, to find a better gf, someone more loyal than her, she even blame herself for falling for other guy and keeps telling me that i deserve better it's like she's moved on 3 months and no 2nd guess? my world just turn darker knowing that
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