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lexion

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  1. my ex did the same thing she blame me for everything that went wrong in our relationship sometimes they did that to justify themselves for hurting you it's painfull to hear her reply when i say i love you,it's as if she doesn't care about me at all hang in there,i know how hard it is
  2. day 21 i still have my ups and down but knowing that my experience can help other people,made me feel better i kept thingking is it fair that she's happy with someone else,while i'm sad where is God in this? i know it's not a good thing to think about,but lately,that tought kinda stuck on my mind it's just unfair while she's in love with someone while i have to repair my heart before i can love someone else
  3. there's this forum that i frequently go to(regional,people from my country only) and there's a thread similar to this, about people breaking up etc after my break up,i've been googling alot of things about relationship and i can share my experience with them it's great to be able to help others like this i think this break up is the best thing that ever happened to me
  4. day 20 it's been a long time since i post here i feel great,but still think about her sometimes
  5. post #7777,haha day 14th i don't miss her that much,i feel great actually another weekend is coming hang in there everyone
  6. hey,malaysian,i'm from indonesia anyway it's day 13th for me(almost 2 weeks,yay) i've lost count again, so i look back on my previous post and re-read getmeback's post about me i'm feeling fine, had a dream about her,i've been dreaming about her lately mostly short dreams,and bad,like me begging etc,actually it's only 2 dreams but,no pain,at least the pain is not as great as it used to be yeterday was her birthday, somehow i don't feel like wishing her happy birthday,i did'nt forget i didn't force myself not to, i just don't want to
  7. day 12th(lost count,is it 12?i've been busy and doesn't think about this very much) today is my ex's birthday if she's not dating someone else, i'll be calling her right now does it matter if i call or not?i don't it matters,right? should i call?if i call,i'll break NC right? me,i don't want to call i want to hear your suggestion about this, thanks anyway, i feel good, i've been better though i've had my ups and down since the last time i posted, had my down this morning, woke up too early, got me thinking about her but, i don't feel depressed anymore oh, just remembered, this weekend is going to be a long weekend for me i know it's going to be hard,but i don't fear it or anything maybe i'll just catch up with some old friends or something or trying that meatball recipe,hehe hope you guys are doing okay
  8. hey,i've lost count again, is it 12th? i don't think i post yesterday i went to the movies yesterday, watched vantage point i wish i can watch my life like that, from her point of view i had a dream about her,that she broke up with her new bf,and we got back together and it's like we never broke up i feel weird today,instead of pain, i feel warm in my chest when i think of her
  9. "the secret" website link removed and here's direct link about the secret and relationship link removed it's basically about thinking positive, and if you want something, think,act,feel as if it's already yours
  10. i forgot one thing the negative of rebound is, we miss our ex and that we may disappoint our date, right? what if she's fine with this?
  11. hey, you've made my day really?i've been that long? hey, i feel kinda great
  12. actually, it's not really a date, we just chat online and i've never chat with my ex they are very different person but i think she made me miss my girlfriend there's this one time, she made a joke, and at that time, i'm very sure that i miss my ex's joke do you think my ex is experiencing the same thing with her new bf? she's been through the same thing with me, and i think she just need a friend to talk and all what should i say to her? and i've lost count, is it day 7 or 8? should i restart the count? i think i need to restart, this feels like a drawback for me
  13. i've been talking to this girl i met online and i think she's making me miss her even more is it possible?
  14. oh no, another weekend this morning i feel fine but now, i'm feeling a bit down, it's very hard not picturing my ex and her new bf i hope everyone is doing better than me
  15. hey, i found this story from the secret website link removed for you who don't know what she's reffering to as "the secret" it's a book by Rhonda Byrne it tells us to visualize what we want, and act as if we already have it let your feeling to feel as if it's already yours it's a great book
  16. day 7 i met someone online she's having the same problem with me so we've been supporting each other it's feel good to have someone who went through the same thing like you
  17. i've been talking to alot of people lately and i do feel that talking helps i feel better after talking
  18. day 6 i've been feeling down lately her birthday is close and i can't get the image of her and her new bf off my mind
  19. hey, i have a question is it possible not to compare your bf/gf with your ex? does it matter if you are the dumper or the dumpee?
  20. this is weird i feel depressed, i miss my ex but i'm not sad, and i don't feel any pain it's like something missing from my life but it's not something important
  21. i'm feeling down again it's depressing to not be able to talk to anyone
  22. day 5 every morning i'm a mess i don't know why but every morning, i miss her so much how can she do this to me
  23. >starlette08 i feel what you feel sometimes i still look back and think about how perfect she is for as if she's the answer of my prayer now i think of her only as a preview, just a free sample from God before He give me my true love so that i can appreciate my true soulmate just imagine that if the "not the one" can be this great, can look this perfect just imagine what would it be like to meet the "real one" just imagine how perfect it is and this keep me strong
  24. day 4 i still miss her like before but now, i don't feel as depresed
  25. exactly, this is what everybody keep saying to me and i thank God for that imagine if we were married
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