I know this is he 30 day challenge, but I'm still happy I've made it this far and I can't wait for the next 16 days to pass and for me to be at day 100. All I can say is I'm doing great. I've also completely lost my desire to cyber stalk (check her myspace, check her friend's myspaces), and I know this is a sign that I think I'm in the home stretch for healing. Tomorrow is my birthday, and i use to be stone cold scared of this day coming up. "will she call me?!?!, what will I do if she doesn't?!?!" Now I don't care one bit. Even if she did, I will not be picking that phone up.