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i don't want constant companionship in the sense that he will be around me every moment of everyday. i just want to be with HIM... it hurts so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to try to get back together with him but i think there may be someone else now and it hurts so much.

sex does completely change the focus of the relationship. it takes a lot of maturity to be able to handle that. as a woman i have sex because of love. i will not sleep with someone who i do not love.

i've never posted on one of these boards before but i am so desperate. can you please just give me your opinions and suggestions. it would be so greatly appreciates. i broke up with my boyfriend about two months ago. we didn't date that long but i can not seem to get over him. i think about him all the time. i am constently thinking over memories from when we were dating and i just can't help but think of all the 'what ifs'. i don't feel as though he knows how i feel for him. i love him and i was never able to tell him. but the truth is that i really do. not only that but i flirt a lot with everyone. it's just who i am. i don't mean anyhting by it but i don't think my boyfriend understood that. i think he may think i either was messing around on him or maybe he's just pissed that i flirted so much. i still talk to him almost everyday and i see him every once and a while. i miss him so much. i want another chance so badly. can someone please help me. i am desperate.