Day 4
The days keep getting tougher and tougher. The last words I heard from her was through a text message that said "I am not going to call you back later. considerate it over. We will salvage the friendship in the future, if possible." Of course I freaked out that day and tried to call her over and over until she finally answered and it was like ](*,)](*,)](*,) I fear her birthday that is coming up in late July. I will feel like crap if I wish her a good bday and I will feel like crap if I do nothing at all. I just want to love her and I guess the best way is by letting her go. Where is the sense in all of this...