Hey, I understand how you feel. I'v recently lost the love of my life. I'm still in the state of mind where I don't think I should let go. How ever I think that you should let go NOW before you end up hurting more and more that you lead yourself on. If she has these feelings after trying again, I think she just really needs to sit herself down to think what she wants, but in the mean time,I don't think you need to sit back and wait for her decision. That's something that I just realized. I got my NO answer just 2 days ago and it's killing me so bad. I to have been taking some medicine to try to help me out, but not even medicine seems to help me. I still feel like I shouldn't let go but then again in the back of my mind I know it's the smart thing and the only thing that I can do. Don't get me wrong, this is the hardest thing for me to do, I still pray and hold on to hope that when I go and get the rest of my things, that she might of woke up that day and opened her eyes to see what is here for her, but if I keep holding on to that, and it never happens, it's going to crush me even more. Like I said I know it's hard to let go, but one thing that I think I've also realized is that a weak man gives up trying, but a strong man fights, but then again, it takes a lot stronger man to let go and to do the best thing. Right now, I'm still trying to listen to my own words and yes I still myself have not let go. Honestly I'm confused, because someone gave me advice one time and said, if I really feel that this lady is the one for me then I need to give her, her time and space for the time being but not to let go completely, but it all comes down to the big "WHAT IF" I guess what I'm trying to say is just do what you think is best, not what you want to happen. Last but not least I'll leave this with you. "Love and fight for the one you love, but you can only take a beating to your heart for so long!" Good luck on your decision and I hope and pray for the best for you.