Not to mention that I'm a wonderfully insecure person.
I've not had anything going on with a girl for a couple of years because I had a rough time with another girl I'd been with for three years and to be truthful I just haven't even bothered for a couple of reasons: fear of rejection and honesty not being bothered with pursuing a relationship.
Until this girl showed up.
So I actually bother and ask her to drinks a movie, that goes down, we have a good time, I get a kiss on the cheek as I drop her off.
We hang out another time wandering around the city, I drop her off and her dad's in the driveway and I just get a hug.
We hang out, see another movie, I get a kiss on the cheek upon dropping her off. She's insisted we hang out in the city again and wants to come by my place to watch movies one night.
We're both shy quiet people but seem to let all of that B.S. down when around one another. We have similar personalities, actually talk a lot, laugh, all that stuff.
I'm pretty sure then that I'm clear to go in for that dreaded first kiss, especially since she suggested she come by my place anyway but I'm honestly not sure and the fact that it's been years since I've actually liked a girl enough to even consider anything with her is weird for me right now.
She said we've got a cool connection. I concur.
She also smells really good, if that counts for anything, but don't all girls?
