ok me and my girlfriend have been going out for a year. and a couple days before our first year we were hanging around and we got into deep conversation and i asked her if she had ever cheated on me. and she confessed that she had kissed another guy.
i got upset because she knows better and that i wouldnt do that. i asked her what happened and all she said was she hung out with this guy from 11 pm to 3 am and "it just happened. i dont know why" and it didnt make a lot of sese to me
i forgave her and i had her promise me not to do stuff like that again because i love her. but the next day she confessed that ever since she was going out with me, she had always wanted to make out with all these guys.
i got mad because she never told me until after a year of dating. but now evertime she is going to hang out with a guy or a couple of guys i keep thinking shes going to do it all over again. she even said she doesnt trust herself!
she said she doesnt know why she has these feelings and urges to. but she said she doesnt trust herself because she might do it again. well im hurt because i have written and told her that everythings ok and that i believe in her that she wont do it again. but she keeps getting upset
why is she like this? is it because shes not used to be dating a guy this long and wants other guys now? i feel like im not worth anything to her but i dont wanna let her go. i dont know what to do at this point.
in the back of my mind i keep thinking that she will and i get upset because i want her to only want me. shes been hanging around all these guys, dancing with them, feeling their abs and muscles and what not and im jelouse and upset at the same time.
but i dont want to let her go. i want everything to go back to normal.
any advice?? am i going crazy???