I'v been married for 20 yrs now ,Have two beauitful teen age children,
My marriage hasn't been the greatest marriage .My husband use to drink alot and when he did ,he like to hit me ..But for the most part of my marriage he's great .He gives me what I need but mostly I feel like sometimes I am more of a mother to him then a wife .Well any ways one day about a year ago ,something changed I meet this man on line ,we went out for coffee and talked .Meet a few times just to talk about our marriages and why we were together ..Both very lonely.I think I was looking for what I didn't have at home (love) ..
After a few meetings we sleeped together ,it was great ,I have never felt like this in my life ..I loved being with this man .I finally feel like a women insteed of a mother ...I have falling in love with this man , But he is also married has been for 24yrs...Both of our families know that we have been together and has asked us to broke it off and start over .My biggest problem with all of this is I am in love with this man .But right now he isn't ready to lieve his family for about 2 yrs ..He tells me that he is in love with me and that I'm his world .I don't know if I should try to save my marriage or just lieve the both of them and start over ..I do love this man .But knowing he well be with his wife for another two years I don't think I can handle it ...................
