stoneage

thank you so much for ya respond, is't normal for me to feel that she is kinda avoiding to fall in love with me. i just sometime have this feeling that its not she doesnt wanna be with me but she is afraid to be with me

i've already confessed my feelings to her before, but i told her i'm not expecting her to be my gf as i'm not really her type of guy. i just told her my feelings to her.

thxs for the respond! totally appreciate it. i do follow her to church, and followed her to some church camp. i've got nth against christianity, i'm just not ready to accept any religion thats all. i dont want to be a hypocrite. other than going to church with her how else can i show interest without her suspecting anything?

We do almost everything That lovers do And that why's it's hard Just to be friends with you And everytime your heart is broken By the fool I want you to know That it hurts me too It's hard to wipe your tears away Knowing you should be with me, tell me Chorus: Why, why are we still friends When everything says We should be more than what we are And tell me why Everytime I find someone that I like We always end up being just friends Verse 2 I would hate for you to find somebody new Who you really love Cause it could mean losing you But am I a fool girl not to say If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway Somehow someway I've got to choose Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose (repeat chorus) Bridge: I don't want to be like your brother I don't want to be your best friend I only want to be your lover When will this end? If I told you that I want to be in your life? If you could be the woman in mine this song is exactly what i'm going through right now! we currently live together in a 2 room apartments, both of us have our own room. we cook together, we do groceries together, watch movie almost every night together. and we have same interest! and her parents & grandparents are in favor of me living with her. how many couples out there can almost only dreaming about all of the above. i really dont know what to do about this...... its sad that we cant be together. reason #1 or rather the main reason is because she's a strong Christian and i'm not a christian. the other reason is we dont have any romance ! how can we increased romance between us? i will really appreciate it if anyone can tell me what to do!