Usually when 2 lovers break up they wont date each other again, but in ur case itz a bit different. you are so sad and hurth because you still love him and the way he took it was probably because he didnt liked you as much as you tought he did. now ur life seems so lonely that u dont know what to do with it because you got too close to him, and in case that u didnt know or that u forgot, lemme remind u that guyz can break their gurlz ' heart. my advice is try talking to ur best friends, ur parents, do some sports, play ur instrument, go to movies, shopping.. blah, blah, blah ... whatever helps ur self-esteem and try forgeting about him.. also try talking a walk before you go to sleep... and remember that next time ull go out with some1 dont get that close 2 him that ull forget ur life.. always remember to include parents and friends in ur life as often as u can, not just ur boyfriend, so if ull break up with him, ur life wont feel so empty... so ull always have people to relay on and talk to when u need some1 2 talk 2...
Smile, Jesus LOVES you!
Adrian