Well it was Nov 2, my livein lover of 7 years, told me it was over. This was after the sign went on our house to sell it..............now what. she moved out 1 month later.. Christmas was a blur...........This was the life we created and shared and I thought loved........now what, im living back home with mom and dad after seventeen years of being on my own. I sold the house which was mine. I just bought a house at the beach, which my lover and I always talked about....its very bitter sweet.. I was also just diagnosed with breast cancer. I move in two weeks will mostly be in the hospital for masectomy in one month. And I feeling so blue that all I want to do is be in her arms....................what do I do, she don't want me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is next.................
