And so anyways, there's this girl in school I've liked for pretty much a year and a half. I'm about as shy as they come. The past few months I've thought she might like me and that she knew I liked her. I really didn't know. She's nice to everybody, but lately not so warm to me, probably because she knows I like her. I've read this website's stuff on body language, like today in class she was talking to a girl behind her with her legs crossed, but the way she was rotated in her seat her legs were pointed right at me. Sometimes I think I see her looking at me and then looking away, but I really don't know. Today we were waiting outside a classroom for the teacher to come (along with the rest of the class) and I always walk around with my hands in my pockets and I noticed she was kind of slouched with her hands in her pockets. It seems like most of the time she tries not to look in my direction. Between two classes at one point in the day I pass her in the hallway; the past week I've worked up the courage to try and make eye contact with her in the hallway but she never ever looks up, even though I think she notices me. Then yesterday I thought I saw her looking at me out of the corner of my eye. I walked out of our last class today and was feeling pretty depressed because it just seemed like she wasn't interested in me today. I went to homeroom and then started walking towards the entrance. I turned a corner and she was ten feet in front of me. My heart either stopped beating or sped up to like 300bpm because I really don't remember what happened, except I got caught up in the surprise of the moment and just stared at her eyes. Right when I passed her she looked up into my eyes, looked down, looked up, and then looked down again. I don't remember but I think her smile was more sardonic than anything.
Well, I guess I just wanted to share.
