Im in high school and i have absolutely no promise in me as a person. I am a coward and cowards get no respect - thereforeeeeeee i have none. i am lonely 24/7 and i cant even take solice in my friends (the few that i have). i used to be happy, perfectly contented with my accomplishments...that was before i knew that it was all an illusion....i had nothing afterall. i saw everyone else getting all the attention with girls and none for me. never. girls never talk to me at all as if they were repulsed by the mere sght of me. ive never dated and things arent looking up for me at all. the lonelyness is too much to bear. im too shy to do anything about it too. all the jerks walk away with the girls while i sit in an awestruck stupor wondering why i was so forgotten. do i not deserve attention?!
sorry to make you read about my pathetic story.
