My story is pretty common – I met a guy in school and we became friends. Not best friends, but we had a lot of mutual friends and attended the same social functions. A few months later I began to feel somthing more and thought it would be great to take our friendship to the next level. But like so many others, I was unsure about what to do - how could I tell him my true feelings? That initial "spark" I felt between us was more than two years ago and now, after all this time, I seem to be in the same position.
I wasn't completely overwhelmed with feelings from him for all this time. I had other interests and thought about him less frequently, especially when we graduated and began careers in different cities. I thought because we finished school we would drift apart like many friends tend to do. I still thought of him from time to time, but overall I thought I moved on.
Around a month ago I got an awesome promotion at work and was relocated. And yes, to the same city as my "friend". Before my move, I thought I should reconnect with some old classmates that were in the city. I just for fun, I thought I would include him. He seemed fairly excited I was returning…and I felt myself getting excited to see him again.
I saw him again for the first time in months last weekend and again, I can officially say my feelings have returned. But I feel even more confused than ever. Before I had school to distract me – now it feels it is the perfect time to be in a relationship. I am at that time in my life to find someone. And I want to try it out with him. My problem is this – how do I make that first move? I am not completely scared to be rejected by him. Of course it would be awful, but at least I would know. I am just hesitant because we have so many mutual friends. If I tell him, all of my other friends will know, and if he rejects me, they will all hear about it. If our friendship turns sour because of my confessions, how will our mutual friends react? Will they have to choose sides? Will it turn everyone against me/him?
I am not excepting us to live happily ever after or anything. I just want to know how he feels and I want him to know how I feel about him. Then, if the feelings are mutual, we can try it out – taking our friendship to the next level. There have been many times in the past that I felt that he likes me as well. Small signs that I notice – eye contacts, grabbing my hand, etc. I just don't understand if he feels this way why he hasn't made any moves. I feel there is something holding him back.
I need advice – what should I do? Do I just tell him and hope all goes well? Do I take it slow and see what happens (my current approach – hello 2 years of waiting!!!)? How do I tell him? What do I do????
Any advice or previous experiences are greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading friends!