Hey guys,I'm new here one of my counselors at school suggest I go a forum where I can get help,rather then expressing my thoughts in real life,so I don't feel ashamed.So I signed up here,today and these maybe my first and only post because I'm thinking about commiting suicide,my life * * * *en sucks.First of all I'm errrr 17 years old still a virgin,I'm about to be 18 soon.I have NO friends nobody in school likes me everyone calls me a nerd,dork,geek,loser and other bad names,most like to call me pee herman or white steve erkl.I get picked on like everyday,seriously no joke the guys espically the one in my football team like pushing me around but today they put me in the trash can,then threw a bottle of poop at me,they literay make my life miserable.I cut my wrists now,no girl like me,nobody likes me.My own parents don't like me expect for my mom,butmy dad man he hates me,he says i'm a sissy and a wimp.He told me several times he wishes he had another son.I have ran away soo many times away from home,but that it isn't helping me.My life sucks, I have nothing no friends,no girlfriend,nothing I don't go to the mall, the last time I was at the mall was when I was 10 years old and it was with my mom.I never been to a party,I'm not a normal teen basically my life sucks.So i'm here to get advice,is I'm thinking about commiting suicide,like hang myself or stap myself,so if anyone can alteast inspire me or give me advice on how to live life,I would be appreciated other then that commiting suicide is in my head everyday,and today might be the day,i'm not sure if i will kill myself,but I might do it,but I need to be inspired or motiviated by something I need help guys,if I don't respond today or post anything else in 2 days or 1 week it means I have killed myself,please I really do, need help me!!!
