AwdreeHpburn

I'll bump glasses! *cheers With my coffee cup.... I don't drink anymore either. Cept a glass a wine every now n again...

.. trying to find some peace in this cluttered head of mine.......LOL

For that, I use booze....

...just kidding.

lol - yeh, very accurate term, "thrilling"

Yours sounds WAY too deep for me.... lol

Head First - JavaScript!!!

Ima learn to program!!! weee hoooo

I would.

I would totally date someone I liked even if I found out they'd changed their gender. ESP if they were a friend and we already had a connection to speak of.

I totally would.....

You're sick of feelin' dumb

You're not the only one

I'll take you by the hand

And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt

When happiness doesn't work

Trust me and take my hand

When the lights go out you'll understand

PAIN

Without Love

PAIN

I can't get enough

PAIN

I like it rough

cos I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

-Three Days Grace

Yeh - a lot.

I think it fits. (obviously cos I wrote the same words....)

I do like it. Sounds GREAT

HEY!!!

That's what I said!!! ........sort of.

see above^

I even suggested I HAVE as the title........

OK -

How about this : (and I'm not joking around anymore)

For the title:

I HAVE...

for an ending

Cos I have, I have, I have

Spent sleepless nights so happily

Cried tears of joy in disbelief

Of What I have, I have I have

I have you.

I'm sorry - I was totally kidding cos I saw that you said that.

I was being silly.....

.....just kidding

How About

HAVE YOU EVER

for a title??

I don't necessarily subscribe to the "once a cheater, always a cheater" mentality, B U T .......it would be severely un-wise of ANYONE to not be a bit on guard, yeh?

Having said that, I think you SHOULD (mostly) let it go until or IF he gives you reason to be suspicious of his behaviour.

Well- suffice it to say, there's not a lot a 15 or 16 year old CAN do in the way of helping an adult with psychiatric and alcohol related problems.

A very close friend of mine's mother committed suicide whilst he was still in High School. It's very traumatising. I stronlgy suggest you seek counseling. Just to get a handle on some of what you're experiencing, what to expect of what may come and finally, how to help your little sister.

My sincerest condolences.....

please see some one -

....and again, a gracious bow of gratitude for the appreciation.

Thanks Luv!

thanks Ellie

Let the vison of the wonderful brilliance that will be

and the knowledge of the splendor that was

serves as motivation during the reality of what is - the mundane of now,

so that tomorrow,

today will be viewed

as glorious

-Theresa

not entirely sure I get it but I do like the rhyme scheme and edginess......

I can put my whole fist in my mouth.

Just kidding.

Hey - someone gave me a reputation point. It just said, "Here's your validation Awdree! You're tops!"

That was sooooo awesome and nice and totally made me feel really good for a whole day! But I have NO idea who it was so I can't say thanks.........

So if you know who you are and you're reading this THANK YOU!!

nice whatsthestory - lol

But really....moderation.

i think Jay - that you're a mite still vulnerable. Just the fact that you mentioned Girls Gone Wild - I mean, I get it. Just going all crazy now because you can. I can see why you'd want to. But really, be careful.....

Hey Jay - I see the benefits of both, really. There surely are benefits of being single. There's a different kind of freedom. I'm married but I'm still free.

I do think you should be careful with your new found freedom tho - don't do anything too crazy that you MAY someday regret....

Animal Years - Welcome to ENA.

I guess - well being blunt....I hope you learned the lesson in it all. Not to sound all mom-ish but learn the lesson and move on. Move past it. Go forward NOT making the same mistake again and again.

Its OK and necessary to make mistakes so that we CAN learn. Its when you DON'T that there's a problem. Take what you were supposed to from it and go forward.

not hearing their actual voice

Hey Sherry -

Let me jsut make sure I understand.

Your bf - for your anniversary - was going to write that he loves you on some whiteboards at work and you asked him not to? Is that what you're saying? Or am I missing something?

If that IS what you're saying, I can understand you wanting to have him keep that stuff out of your work place. Makes total sense to me. Most people DO like to try and keep their personal lives separate of their work lives.

If I'm misunderstanding....let me know.

Well maybe that's the key HazeyAmber! Maybe I just need to accept that I'm a freak and get on with it!