My ex dumped me, after blowin a second chance, 4 months ago and we were together for 6 months. I'll try and make this short, We both loved eachother loads and we were eachothers first love. After the breakup.. i didnt know anything about how to deal with it and the whole no contact theory. I acted extremely pathetic for too long.. i begged her to come back.. cried..constantly calling her and tried everything i could. She was trying to make it clear that she needed space and she tried to be my friend but i just kept on trying to win her back by doing all the wrong things and was really depressed. This went on for months and months until she ended up not speaking to me. Thats when i realised i'd gone too far. And i have, i was too pathetic and i pushed her too far. So around the end of december i decided to try NC even though we see eachother at school and we never say hi to eachother anymore, i tried to not talk about her and act happy. It lasted a few weeks but i texted her a few times sayin happy new year and merry xmas . But yesterday i added her on my new account on messenger and she didnt no it was me and i asked nicely if we could be friends but she was like ' * * * * off i dont want anything to do with you. you scare me. please leave me alone' and blocked me.. lol yea the situation is that bad. she's scared of me. and i still love her =(. * * * *. i feel really hopeless she doesnt want to be my friend and it's been 4 months since we broke up and i still am grievin and still love her. I really want her back and im not sure if NC for months would work. =( but they say anything is possible?
please help
