I've been married for 11 years to a wonderful man who I am not in love with because I'm a lesbian. My first experience with a woman was with my best friend. Things didn't workout, I was marriede and coudl not do this to my husband, she thought our love was a sin; so in short we ended up no talking any more.
It's been 3 months since things ended and there isn't a day I don't think about her. Yesterday, someone we both know called me and told me she had asked about me.
I guess she misses me too...
I want to send her a card for valentine's, she is the love of my life, I know we can't be together, but I wish we could at least talk every now and then.
When we ended our relation we both changed our phone numbers and I moved to another city... We both were angry at each other.
So what do I do now... Do I just let go this day even she is present in every minute of my life, or do I mail her a card with my number?
