my name is jeremy, i've been in a serios relationship with this boy sebastian for about four months, and now i think i'm losing him and i don't want to lose him, i feel like i'm going nuts.
we met over the internet and it was love at first sight when we met up the week after. i spent all my free time with sebastian until finally i started missing work just to spend time with him.
the first time we had sex, well didn't really ahve sex, he basically did everything and wouldn't let me do anything.
around the beginning of the second month we decided to move in together, he still wouldn't get completely undressed when we made love.
i love him so much though, that i just let it go,
but last week i was checking his text messages on his phone and his inbox was full with texts from some woman named nina i was reading them and basically the point is she's supposedly pregnant with his baby.
i sort of repressed this from him, and went on a drinking binge and kicked him out.
but we got around to talking about it and he told me that htis nina girl is actually a tranvestite, but she supposedly really is still pregnant but he doesn't believe it's his baby because he doesn'tremember having sex with her, and he says that he got really drunk with this nina and doesn't remember what happened that night. so he doesn't really know if it is his or not or whatever.
finally last week i discovered that sebastian is also a transvestite. i really have no problem with this, but sebastian foudn out that i knew and now he refusess to talk to me, but he says he still loves me but he's too emberassed. i feel like a foolish idiot and i don't know what to do . i want him back and there's so much happeneing and i just can't handle it all. and i don't know if i should trust him with this wwhole nina situation.
please give me good advice
