i (16f) has been in a relationship with my wonderful bf (17m) for 6 months now.
early on in our relationship i found him liking pictures of other girls and even discussing them with his friends over text and irl.
i felt horrible, not only because he's looking at other girls, those girls look nothing like me, they were all pale east asians (common beauty standard in asia), have big chests and 🍑 to match. while im tan, skinny with not a lot to offer.
(after i told him how this made me uncomfortable, he stopped completely, but i don't know if he still does it on other social media platforms because i don't check)
what hits me harder was when one of his friends was telling me a story of how they were obsessed with pale chinese girls and would frequently try and get with them.
one of his friends also joked to ditch me and to get with a korean because they look much better.
this has made me insane lately, i told myself to get over it and it's not a big deal but it's eating me up inside and i don't know where else to share.
