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S and J were together for 4 years on and off but they really loved each other. J got pregnant first child with each other. Things were going good until the end of J’s pregnancy. The two split up before j gave birth. S was there when J had the baby but things were still weird between the two. S didn’t want to get back with J. Couple of months later they get into a physical fight which led to Dv case. It’s been 6 months and J is depressed because that was the love of her life. She’s never felt this way about anyone and she’s afraid that S may never speak to her again and that he hates her. Not sure if they would ever get back together, I do love them together and believe that this was a misunderstanding.

Thank you so much, I appreciate it. ❤️

Thank you everyone for the words. I appreciate it.

@tattoobunnieive been searching for therapy groups in my area with no luck. I’m going to do individual therapy because I’m going insane here. I need to be able to relate to others and take in advice.

@Wiseman2 he was arrested, the baby and I have an order of protection against him. The courts modified it so that he can ONLY see the baby supervised. At first it was at the ACS center now it’s supervised with his mom. I’m staying with family and do drop offs at the precinct with his mom. My daughter’s father and I DO NOT HAVE ANY CONTACT whatsoever.

I’ve been with my Ex for 5 years. We had a child together who is 8 months. The relationship has been rocky since last weeks of my pregnancy. Couple of days before I gave birth we got into a huge argument and I packed my things and left. Fast forward to the day I gave birth he was there. When we came home with the baby things started to get rough again, arguing, him abusing me mentally and emotionally. When my daughter was 5 months we got into a physical fight where he put his hands on me ( 1st time ) ACS got involved because me and baby had to go to hospital. I love my daughter’s father and I don’t ever think we’ll get back together. Idk how to heal and move on I keep replaying the situation in my head day in and day out. I’m heartbroken I even asked the court if we can do family therapy and he turned it down. He doesn’t want anything to do with me.