I'm 26, I've been dating this guy, 27 for about 7 months. He's genuinely the most wonderful person. I've never been treated so well.
We community great and are always kind to each other.
He had been seeming a little off lately so I had him come over so we could talk about it. And I've known he's been pretty depressed for a while (since before I knew him) and has deeper trauma than I know about. Plus, was fresher out of a long term relationship than I was when we met.
So last night we talked (and cried) a lot about that and how he feels bad that he isn't fully present with me and probably can't be just yet and might need some time to be "selfish and focus on himself" which I don't believe is selfish.
He may have been more upset than I was, though it was hard to tell because we were both sobbing a bunch.
I very much want to be friends and try this again when he's had a little down time and he agrees. We both really got off our chests how much we actually care about each other, and how he isn't using this as an opportunity to see other people (which I believe) and I don't plan to either.
I normally don't believe in "breaks" but the communication and love is clearly there and I think we both handled it extremely non toxicly so I believe there's hope out there.
I gave him good resources for a therapist (which he plans on seeing) and told him he's extremely important to me and to stay in contact and let me know if he needs anything. And he said the same to me.
I also have a kitten he is taking when he gets a new roommate (without a scary dog) so he's more than welcome to see her at any time.
Its just incredibly painful, but I believe in him and that he deserves my patience and kindness. I want to be there for him without pressuring him too much. What's a good balance? And also how can I emotionally handle this a little better? There being hope of us trying again helps me, but its still pretty raw.
Thanks for any advice.