Okay so about a year ago I started dating a friend online. He lived in Idaho (I live in Oregon) We were really close. I met him online in a public chat board and we clicked. We talked online all the time and we were really fond of each other. We even told our parents about each other and everything and stuff was going good except for the fact that my parents didn't like the idea. Some things happened and my parents finally forced me to break up with him. But I truly thought I was really in love with him. We dated a few times behind their back but I finally realized it would never work. He was too far away and I just didn't want to deal with it. I was on the computer 24/7 and it was taking up my life. I had no 'real' friends besides the people at school who wanted answers to last nights homework. And I could hardly call them friends. My whole life was on the computer and I finally decided to break it off. Try and get my act together...and I did. But I still kept intouch with my now online ex (lets just call him Joe). So after that I started to get friends again. I was able to hang out with people outside of school and do things I really wanted to do. It was great.
Then I met another guy, Jesse. He was the greatest thing in the world. He was good looking, very sweet and a romantic. One of my friends spilled to him that I liked him and he surprised me one morning by asking me out. I definetly said yes. It was like a dream come true. I'd never had a real boyfriend and he was perfect. I soon fell in love with him and now we've been dating off and on for about a year. Right now, we've been together for 4 months straight (We were together for five months before) And I'm still happy and I'm still inlove with him but I've gotten messenger again on my computer and I've been online a little more again (Not as much as before) but enough to talk to some of my old online buddies. One of them being my old friend matt. I used to get together with a gang of about five people (one including "Joe") And we used to just...be ourselves. It was a lot of fun and I felt like those people were the only ones that would ever understand me. Well I started talking to Matt again recently and he's confessed that he used to like me...and still does. I don't know what to do. I told him I like him too, and I kinda do but he doesn't know about Jesse. I don't want to hurt him. I don't know what I should do, can anyone please help me?
Sorry it is so long...I wanted to get it all out though. My friend told me people here would be able to help so I figured I'd give it a shot.
