After two years of the most amazing and loving relationship in my life, I realize that my boyfriend seems to have a double personality.
It all started last tuesday, when playing with his computer I realized he had a collection of the most disgusting porn videos. I didn't make a scene because I tought it may've been a mistake , but I felt really bad.
Yesterday I talked to him about it, and he admitted that he's had this problem since many years ago... That he feels the necessity to go online and wacth it, then he masturbates , and then he says he feels really bad about it, and hates himself for doing it, but he cannot stop it.
I asked him to get out of my life and he bursted in tears, beg me not to do it, and aksed for my help. At first I didn't want him to be close to me, but then felt really sorry about him , he seemed pretty honest and willing to fight this,
I wanna help him, but I feel really bad about this and I dont know how to approach this, On the one hand , I feel disgusted and cheated on, On the other , I wanna help him .
He was the sweetest and most caring guy, I dont understand this new facet of his personality, It seems like I dont know him amymore.
I would like for someone to tell me how to approach this, now I feel totally overwhelmed.
