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Esthero: Stay awhile longer sweet tongue of fur and feather There is a white breast Waiting for you here... Between the superheroes - and the electric blanket is warm I could be sweet I could be young, and fresh If I weren't so old and used and wet and wet, I am wet I try not to ruin the moment Tell me all your secrets and your torments You're delicious, you're delicious... Send me on a quest for lullabies - and more What would it take for you to see What I have got? I've got more than you know Open your eyes, I cannot be - what I am not I'm not what I used to be, I'm not what I'm not what I used to be, and I I don't know myself - from anybody else I'm not what I used to be, I'm not what I'm not what I used to be, and I You don't know what you have done My frame is here but the mind is gone - gone away So stay awhile longer sweet tongue of fur and feather Don't cut the white breast I've been waiting for you here I'm not who I used to be Bigger and better and faster and wetter And bigger and better and faster and better Add some Voice and feed the Blues Monster link removed

Not mine, but feel so good to read something so true... A quiet step, a careful shutting of the door, I leave you undisturbed. Don't count the years, don't think they are lost, what it has been, or what it could have been. Two words, "Good night," to let you know my thoughts of you. My darling, farewell. I came a stranger; and stranger now I leave.

I know this is not the perfect reason to marry someone... Things happens...somethimes. I meet someone and have a relationship , but unfortunately not in love. I can just break her heart and leave her to pick up the pieces just because I am not in love doesn't make me heartless man.I deeply respect women and their feelings...Maybe because never have father(divorced when i was 2 ).Life is important an thing we do are somethimes more important than just ourselves...But God...it hurts me so bad, that I cant return the love that is given to me.I know i should be fine later, But i am so stuck fro the last few years that i cant even feel : link removed ". Repression. Repression is the most dangerous of the four R's. It comes when you are so tired of resisting that you successfully repress all of your negative emotions to "keep the peace,' for the sake of the family, or to look good to the world. In this fourth stage, you feel "It's just not worth fighting over anymore; let's forget the whole thing. I'm too tired to deal with this. Note: After rejection, you automatically repress your frustration and make everything OK. You stop caring about things. Repression is a state of emotional numbness. You numb yourself to your feelings in order to be comfortable. The numbness spills over into the rest of your life. You lose your enthusiasm and aliveness. Life may become predictable and boring – it isn't painful, but it isn't joyful either. You may become physically tired much of the time. The signs of rejection are: not wanting to be with your partner; always polarizing with whatever point of view they take; fantasizing about other people or having affairs. Rejection is the natural consequence of carrying around stored-up resentment. You cannot be near or relate to your partner without feeling all of your accumulated tension and resentment, so you just push them away in order to get some relief. " Repression. that is what i feel at the moment...or to say situation not feeling. I have told her before about my feelings but she is just crying herself out...and it's not the tears that make it so dificult ...is the respect that does it... I gues that "for the sake of the family, or to look good to the world" its not my case... Thank you again Guys...

Hi there, I am a young married man (29), who needs little help or just advice. Firs to f all I am Bulgarian Guy and live in London, married Chinese girl two years ago ...But things are just not right. My wife is lovely girl , never said anything bad to me and just love me as I am , she always helps me and care about me. But I just don't love her...I got married to her to stop her from going back to china and breaking her study. I deeply respect this girl, she is my best friend I can say...But the pain of not being in love with someone and have to live together is too much and is taking its toll. I am really badly affected by the whole thing and things just getting worse....I don't want to hurt this girl...She is a good girl and don't want to just dump her...I can't. Whatever I feel so bad about it. Now she has finished her study and started work... I don't know guys, I don't want to waste her time or make her life misery , just because I feel miserable. Oh God it hurt so bad...But I can't lie to myself and my feelings. Also our cultures are quite different... I want her to be happy and to be happy myself, but I can't see anything else but pain. I have left everything on its own flow and my interest to do anything is gone...I am just stuck in this ...Sorry, maybe I can't see what I have in my hands, but my heart is dragging me down .She is good girl and can make someone really happy man...Oh God I feel so sorry and it's just sadness everywhere...