saku

i've written here before about this girl i like in my class. it's like this: i was about to give her this note i wrote after class but i couldn't go up to her. the whole time i was shaking and felt kinda sick. but that wasn't what stopped me from going thru with it. there's i couldn't go up to her because she was talking to this guy in class. i said this before...i'm black(sorry if i don't belong here) and she's........i think mixed black and white. don't get me wrong, i'm not a racist or nothin but i'm afraid she may not like me cause i'm black. for me love is hard to find. i am 21 and i'm afraid i'm past my peak. i've been rejected alot and rarely liked by anyone. that's why i'm so scared about this one. i'm sorry to sound like i'm whining over nothing and i'm sure you all have problems that are diffrent from mine but for me this problem is a great challenge in my life...always has been. i know i still want to give her this note asking if we can talk and all. the note isn't weird or nothing it's the best i can do being a little shy and all. i try to be a good person and i'm not soemkind of shallow jerk which sucks cause i always see shallow jerks find love and take it for granted. anyway i guess that's it. i'm sorry to have written so much but i hope someone can maybe realte or understand what i'm going thru. bye for now

hi i'm new to this forum and my problem is this: i like this girl in my class. i've never talked to her before but i want to. but there are a few problems. one i'm black and while she looks light skinned i think she's mixed? i mean i don't have a problem with that but i'm not sure if she likes black guys she may only likke white guys. next i see she wears jewelrey and that might mean she has a bf already. last...i'm just a little shy and it's hard for me to open up. i've written a note i plan to give her soon but i'm still trying to make it more simple and to the point. just basically it says hi and how i would like to talk and get to know her. i know this all sounds stupid but i don't want to give up. i don't like taking risk but i don't want to throw this opportunity away either. i guess that's about it....i hope this all made sense. bye for now