Hi.
I've been with my boyfriend for 3yrs 9months, I'm 17 and I regret ever meeting him, I'm really scared of being in this relationship so long because of my age and I feel like I've been missing out on so many things like going out with friends, and all teenage dumb stuff.
This past year has been hell. I'm living with my parents of course, to be exact with a mother who has a problem with alcohol and is obsessive about other people's lives and a workaholic father who's working all the time, including weekends, and my boyfriend has been staying with us these couple of months bcos he feels if he doesnt sleep over he doesn't have time to see me and might as well break up(he's 21 and working).
When he comes around we always end up arguing bcos I need my own space and he doesnt understand. He says I have a problem with myself being in a bad mood and kind of angry all the time and we've been in this routine of if I don't change we'll break up. We just had an argument this morning and he went to his parent's house and told me we should have a 2week break until I sort my problems out. I feel miserable without him and don't have any real friends. I'm still studying and it makes it hard to study when I'm thinking about him all the time.
Should I end this relationship, or get myself a psychologist or simply suicide?
