stuck on her

sounds like depression,i was the same way now i am on zoloft and it helped alot

she has received about 3 dozen flowers at work and teddy bears which i have stopped.she will tell me she misses me but says don't get all crazy on me and people are telling her she shouldn't even talk to me.todays e-mails aren't numbering in the 20's like they normal do,but she is finally opening up a little.but 1 day she will come over and have diner then just last friday she asked me what makes me think she will come over for dinner after i asked her?just got a e-mail from her

emotionally i am a reck.sometimes she is happy to here from me and other times she has a bug up her ass.she doesn't say boo about us. but when i say let's end it if it is going no where she will say to me is that what you want to hear,fine.and this is what you wanted me to say.

i am going threw a divorce and met a wonderful girl.we started dating and within in months were living together.everything was great but then i started to drink for what reason who knows,my ex is trying to take me to the cleaners.i am going broke.the girl i love left but we still talk and see each other time to time.i have stopped drinking.i can't get a answer from her if we will ever be together.before we broke up she started to pressure me about a engagement ring we were together for like 9 months.should i let this love go and move on.i don't know what to do