OK, Its Saturday Night and I'm at a party. We are all Drunk yes. But there is a very attractive female who catches my eye....ITS MY FRIENDS GIRLFRIEND!! She is beautiful and soo sweet. She was drunk and he had to leave. Once he Left She was crying and upset cause he is basically a not so good BF and Her life is rough right now. WE spent Hours Talking. I let her know I was there for her. I am. So to cheer her up I told her how she should drink to have fun, not when she's upset. She was all "I dont know how"and I asked her to dance and we did. It was awsome it was a friendly dance then got pretty naughty. I've had a crush on her for over 3 years. As Her soft skin of her cheek pressed agaisnt mine we danced after everyone had went to bed. It was "one last song" we agreed. As we danced she kissed my neck and i looked into her eyes and as she closed hers she gently leaned in and we kiss more passionate than anyone I've ever kissed before. I Kept thanking god that even if this was my only time I'll ever have with her, it is the best moment i've had in my life. We went to bed *in seprate beds* but before i left she pulled me on top of her and we kissed more. When i woke the next morning It was over. Nothing came from her. My friend and I gave her a ride home and she was saying she didn't remember anything. It kinda hurt but I had my moment I'll never forget it. As we pulled into her driveway I asked if she remembered anything we talked about. She said "oh I remember a little" and that was it. I dont know if because she was drunk that that Night prollay meant nothing to her. It meant so much to me. So as i work through the day and go through class, that moment warms my heart, but a cold draft comes through my body, as if its not real.....not anymore.
I didn't tel my friend, its something that should be forgotten i dont know. We're more of Soccer Teammates than good friends. But Any advice on if i should try to go for her would rock. I hope my heart leads me in the right, as does hers. I love her and I dont see her enough to talk to her just a quick Smile and wave when i see her maybe once a month at a Social Event. She's a Senior In high School i'm a Sophmore in Comm College.