Day 11 NC
I have been doing everything they say you are supposed to do during NC....i just started an awesome job and its going great....ive been loosing weight (ive prolly lost about 8lbs since I last saw him, Im at 40lbs total) tons of activities with friends....and i still miss him and hate him at the same time for not reaching out to me. Today I did kickboxing an the instructor was like "damn girl, Id hate to be the guy who pissed you off!". Better to punch a bag right? My FB messenger lit up right before class and I didnt check it but thought about how I would answer if it was him...and realized I wouldnt really be ready to talk yet. It wasnt him anyway....but I guess its for the better.