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Day 10 So lonely. I´m always thinking about my ended relationship, the ups and downs, the things I did bad which I now regret and I´m wondering how we could go from such a great connection to this... There were times that we didn´t understand each other but nothing is perfect. I´m just sorry it ended up this way. I hope that when he will be finally ready for a relationship, he will call me and if I will still be single we can give it one more chance... I know it sounds pathetic but at this point I really would like to think we could have one more chance later on.
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day 8 of NC In my head I´m just going through all the good and bad things about our "relationship" and feel sorry that it ended but I´m actually quite content with my life now. I´m finding myself, I´m concentrating on myself, no longer I have to spend so much time with my ex even though I wanted to be with him but now I have more time for my studies etc. ... And ever since he told me he is not ready for a relationship, I quite lost interest in him and I no longer felt good and secure around him. I have already been with a guy who didn´t want a relationship before and he treated me very badly so that is probably why I was scared I would have the similar situation...
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Kayley you are doing so great... Forget about him and know that the next man you´ll meet will be so much better than your ex. You deserve to be loved and appreciated. I´m sure you´ll find a better guy soon!
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The thing is that it´s hard to acknowledge that I made a mistake thinking that we could be together. I hope that that is the core of the problem because if it is, I can work on resolving it. I just hope I´ll be able to maintain NC for a month and then hopefully it will get easier and I will start forgetting about him..
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day 7 of NC I am starting to hate him, that he doesn´t want to be with me and that he is probably chatting up other girls.. How could he forget what we have had?
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Day 5. It feels like two weeks have already passed... Getting on with life the best way I can. Feeling better than at the beginning. We havent been dating for long, just above 6 months but he didnt want a relationship and I didnt want to stay just friends...
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Day 4 of NC. Feeling so sad and missing him. I am sure that NC is the best thing I can do right now but I am also worrying that he really did not care about me and he wont come back... Chatting with a few guys online, met with one guy but my ex is always on my mind.