Darkness

I've been depressed for a long time and I'm so stressed out and I can't take it no more. I feel so alone and feel like I'm not wanted around anyone or anything. No one knows how I feel no one, not my parents or the doctors. I've tryed to strange myself with something before and I nearly ended up in hospital cause of it. I wish I was dead, I wishes that all the time. I hate myself so much. I can't corp anymore I just wanna die, I don wanna go on anymore. I wanna die, I wish I was dead. I want someone to kill me I don care who does it, I just wanna die. I wish I was dead and - I hope that someday my wish does come true. I feel so strange, confused I don know.

My parents are all right sometimes but what hurts me is when my mum says stuff about me going into a home. She doesn't know how much that really hurts me everytime she says that.