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SPikezII

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  1. I am so sorry you had to go through that, i dont know much about merrige and stuff but i know about this . well., sorta

     

    heres what i think

     

     

     

    HE was using u for sex

    he got bored of u

    he is ither for real going to be with that girl or hes testing you

    and you had a question comes around goes around and time will tell the truth, do you agree.

    YES i do agree and many other people do too,

     

    and u saked what do u do when you are so in lov with some1 who dosent even ackoledge u a day later? i need an answer to that question too. i had sorta the samethign happen to me , but it wasnt in real life

     

    fealing sorry

     

    ---- me

  2. see im sorta " class clown typa person" s o every1 knows me im not really a prep but im sorta prep , and the girl is preppy anyway

     

    sometimes me and my friends act . lets just say ": RETARDED" as in say stuff like

     

    we say stupid things and act imature,... how can i be more imature so chix will like me and stuff... I AM WILLING TO CHANGE!!!!!

  3. dude listen, im new to the forums here but what you just posted made me realise that my life isnt that bad, I feal so sorry that your dad used to hit you, and u think your parents dont love you,

     

    its the same for me, exept its a little worse, i think

    leme tell you a story

     

    one winter night ( btw this is a true story ) one winter night i was playing basketball with my cusin, Peter and my mom was at home in her bed causee she had an operation on her feet, ( something screwd up with the bone or something ) anyway, it started to snow, and when i say snow i mean SNOW BAD. I decided to head on home, when I reached the door to my apartment i heard yelling and screaming, I walked in saw my mom on the floor by the tv, she was unconcius , i saw my dad just sitting there , on the couch, pretending n0t to care, i started to yell WHAT THE @$! DID U DO, IM CALLING THE COPS , U @!$(@! BASTARD ...

    he said WHERE WERE YOU, i said I WAS PLAYINBG BASKETBALL WITH PETER LIKE I SAID

     

    and he just threw me in my room,

     

    I jumped in my bed and started to cry, i cried for 6 hours ( it was like 10 Pm when i saw my mom on the floor i didnt know if she was dead, or alive or what ) at 6 am i went back to the living room and i saw a gun on the floor, and alot of blood, I had no ideas whos blood it was but my dad was sleaping in his little king size bed in the next room, my mom was on the couch, nose broken, black and swolen eye, crying and talking to her friend on her cell,

    I sat next to her and asked what happaned , all of a sudden i started to cry , she said dont worry about it he went crazy again, we have to get out of here

    i asked her if she was okay and everything she said not to worry. I just sat by here all night and cried. you should have seen her, her eye , her nose omg it was so scary. anywqay i asked what happaned right? she said he threw her out off her bed ( o yea she couldnt walk ) and started to punch her with his metal gun ( or w/e it was it was a pistol i didnt even know he had 1) any hje threw her out of teh bed, onto the floor and told her to go outside IN THE SNOW and look for me, she said she couldnt walk , he just kept on punching and kicking her.

     

    I figured out that she got shot, in the thigh, she never told me , she didnt want me to worry, the wound got infected, and

     

    2 days later my mom was dead. in the hospital.

     

    the Police came and took my dad away , now i live with my uncle and his wife, its not a perfect life but its bettter what i had with the psycho as my dad

     

    dude i cried and cried. i had no friends, the only person i told THIS story to was my ""Online GF"" which i knew for like2 years. anyway

     

    now the whole worlld can know

     

    dude , i feal so bad for you, please dont kill your self,

    Look what iv gone through, iv thought of geting a gun and shooting my self right infront of all my friends, now i spend my time on the PC or playing basketball.

     

    listen man i know life can look bad , but have u thought of this..

     

    theres that 1 person there somewhere, who is your soul mate, the one person your ment to be with, forever, to love .

     

    Here . i might as well tell you what happaned with my online gf too..

     

     

    we were talking and talking one day right? and my so called "friend" told me to pretend i fell out of a window and was in the hospital dead, he was gona be the nurse,, so i did i was just messing around and stuff. then he said i came back,, so i talked with her and she was crying and everything

    i just kept on lieing, thiinking it would make her more atracted to me.

     

    one day i told her,, I begged for her to forgive me She said she will. she said it snowballed.

     

    2 weeks later she said she had a bf. i fell appart. i jumped on the floor and started to cry . she blocke me.

     

    we used to talkj about EVERYTHING , sex school , how we would meet someday , and she would come in her hummer... heh she lives in oregon close to portland. anyway when she said she had a BF i was like. WHY WHY DIDNT U TELL ME U SAID U LOVED ME and i thought she did.. because i do. and she was like now you know what being lied to means.

     

    she was right

     

    it was all my fault ....

     

     

     

    Till this day, eveytime i swhich my PC of and jump onto my bed

    swhich of the lights, i think of her , heh we used to be Cat and Dog she as the cat i was a Dog we used to say I LOVE U for 20 mins straight, and we used to JINX eachother and we owed eachother kisses n stuff...

     

     

    dude, I DID try to kill my self and trust me i didnt hav ethe nuts to do it.

     

    I AM STILL DEPRESSED ABOUT HER BLOCKING ME

    well im geting way out of here.. its 4.30 am and my uncle is gona be waking up soon so im gona finsh this post of.

     

     

    dont kill your self

    live your life be happy be sad

    just know that , one day

    you'll meet the girl. and youll thank me

    and all the other people who changed ur mind

    about life

     

    Your friend ,

     

    life

  4. Ok guys im not gona say my name or anything but. im 14 and i have :

     

    1. never had a GF

    2. never kissed a girl

     

     

    3. im not a lozer or anythring i just never think about a serius relationship, yea i talk to chix n shizzle but i never really go out on dates n stuff, heres my life

     

    1. i wake up take ashower , go to school , mess around w/ my friends

    come back have some friends comeover play some video games, go outside play basketball or baseball. take a shower. go to sleep

     

    ...see i want a girlfriend badly right, but i just dont know how to ask her, how to get to know a girl i like ( yea i got a crush ) ... etc

     

    can anyone help me ??

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