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One week now since I buried my dad. He passed away on June 29th. I miss my ex so much right now, we have not talked in 10 months. Dad got sick after we broke up...on and off again for 7 years. Longest I have ever gone without talking to her. A few weeks ago, saw her number on my caller id but no message...never called back...many thought she may have heard that my dad had fallen ill, but there is no way that is possible. She may be the only person who knows how close i was to him. I hurt so much, but I am not sure I can trust her for support, not after the way we ended...nonetheless, i feel like i need to call her and tell her. It was such a weird coincidence when i saw her number on my phone...two weeks after dad had been diagnosed with a brain tumor...and for the two weeks, i contemplated so much calling her and didnt...then after 10 months, i just see her number...weird!! any suggestions.

Hello all, it has been some time since i posted here...Most of it was about my x girlfriend and how she has hurt me so...In any case..the last time she needed a "break" i said enough is enough...that was 10 months ago...I have not spoken with her since...very hard thing to do...on and off for 7 years...recently within the last few weeks, my father has been diagnosed with a inoperable brain tumor...he seems to be declining fast...on monday I checked my caller id and saw my x had called..there is no way...and i mean no way she could no what is going on..no message, just saw the caller id...that is all...since this happened with my dad, i have been contemplating calling her but, i have not...because i have no trust in her and can have her not support me through this...do i take this as a sign and call her or as a challenge and not...she has hurt me plenty of times and under normal circumstances, i would never call...but i am not sure if anyone knows how close i am with my dad more than her...my dad lives in another state and I have been going back and forth recently and leave again soon....any suggestions???