well i called my love to try to get down to the bottom of all this mess and she had told me that she was writing me a note about all the times i have betrayed her.... i continued to tell her how much i loved her and she told me she loved me but that i just made her life more complicated.when i asked her to tell me what was on her mind she told me that i wasnt the only thing in her life and that she felt that i would be betraying her if i failed the 8th grade which sadly i happened to do...... i love alex with all of my heart and soul but i guess im just not good enough for her and i guess i am just gonna have to realize that on my own but anyway.... alex went on to tell me that this note about how much i hurt her went on for about 2 pages. i have tried my best to be what every other guy i know isnt, kind, caring, hounest,truthful,trustworth and LOVING and when i try to make her happy by pleasing her she tells me that i couldnt give her an orgasm and she reminds me of times that i couldn't everytime i try.... i love alex so much soo what should i do?
