Hey guys! new to the website, after losing my 3 year relationship a month ago, quick update, I have already done 21 days of NC, but unfortunately due to planning a while ago I had to be in a room with him for a convention, it was the hardest thing Ive ever done, I managed to keep a brave face on for 4 days, he did end up catching my crying, so we spoke, he admitted me sill cared and he was finding it hard, he was also telling me I was pretty over the weekend and that I could go over, when he dropped me off he told me he'd be in touch, decided to go back to NC.
So Day 4 I feel really good, feeling hopeful about things, I've already taken up yoga, going to start driving lessons! I had managed to get a new job but then lost it, but that could still happen. Kinda waiting for him to reply...so I can ignore it