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Right it is that kind of thing , too much togetherness. And the sleeping in the same bed.

She does Duolingo every day and word puzzles on her phone. She has very severe osteoarthritis in her fingers and they are all bent sideways so too much use of her hands is hard for her .

She is also a friend of doctor Google and googles her conditions and next thing you know she has ALL the symptoms of the condition she didn’t have last week. I feel like throwing her phone in the trash.

It is permanent she won’t go to retirement home. Out right refuses she is terrified of that. She is terrified of people and almost every situation since my step dad died. She was less like this when younger but much much much less and had to do things because my dad was useless. But she has totally devolved since my step dad died. I think much will be better when I am working and she has her own room.

She as of yet not got off her rear to even so much as get her self a cup of coffee in the morning let alone anything else. I am getting irritated so I am just not getting it anymore .

Hahaha no not for sleep but just to listen to YouTube and get away from my mom’s incessant chatter . 😂 She still doesn’t have her meds and she is now resorting to call a local line for local doctors to get prescriptions. I said mom what did you do before, she said my pharmacist handled everything for me. As I said old lady princess syndrome .

Anyone who stands in the way of your health or mental health isn’t someone to be with.

I found a way to feel more privacy. My headphones .

My doctor updated my prescriptions Tuesday and I called my pharmacy and they will have them ready to pick up tomorrow for my husband to bring to me . He updated my prescriptions for a year . They also auto refill before I run out . Thank you Shoppers.

Hahaha omg I think I will cry when her bed comes. Sleeping in the same bed with your parent is not like sleeping with your spouse. It feels like there are no boundaries and it is constant boundary invasion.

Thank you so much . My father-in-law died of dementia and Parkinson’s. Dementia is horrible horrible . I am sorry you had to go through that. My husband’s father was violent and was kept in a hospital. I don’t believe my mom has dementia more so what I call Princess Syndrome. She had a very very hard life with my dad and did everything so when she married her last husband and he was a very competent person I think she said F it and he can handle things. It got 1000 times worse after she got mobility disabled. She is blaming moving on her pill situation. I said nope not it and you won’t be pulling this crap anymore. I have served and cooked and washed up every single meal and served it to her . Weeeellllll it takes me a long time because I can only stand a minute at a time. We would be eating next Tuesday so I tell her to go sit . She feels you have to fill silence with talking, nope you don’t , especially in public. I took her to get her hearing aids done and she says , while it is quiet and other people are waiting , “ they are taking a long time and they better not break my hearing aids I paid $5800 for those. “ of course she is loud because she is deaf as a post. I am inwardly cringing and saying , “ mom, Jesus not everyone is deaf the neighborhood can hear you and I am sure they know how to fix hearing aids.” My husband comes tomorrow for the weekend. Thank Jesus. 🤣🤪

Dear Jesus, I have no idea how my mom is alive after all the bumbling I have seen lately . She let herself run out of her medications ( 2) of them one of which is for her heart. She had to transfer her pharmacy to here but they don’t transfer medications that have no refills .!Needless to say it is a crap show and she is now waiting on the phone to talk to the doctor to send a prescription to the pharmacy here.

Yay!!! My fridge came !!! I have been using a bar fridge since March 27th.

Happy 30th anniversary to my darling husband. 🥰

Oh my goodness I am trying to be sincerely. I know deafness is a disability , my dad was disabled as well with deafness from childhood. Combined with her inability to walk and also see due to cataracts they won’t take off yet it is frustrating for all. She also is very very very unhappy to have such limitations and refuses to accept any of it. But then again who wants to ??!