I find myself waking up every morning wondering if i'll have a text from you on my phone, and always being slightly heart broken when I dont. Even though on the rare occasions that I have, your texts have been very blunt and unfriendly, and always made me more upset. I think I just wanna know that you still think about me from time to time, that our 3 year relationship meant enough to you that you haven't forgotten about me yet. When I'm busy I'm happy, but it's on these mornings when I have a day off work and just wanna relax that I find myself getting lost in thoughts of you. I wonder if you're seeing someone new.. I sense that you're not lonely because I think if you were you'd have gotten in contact with me, and so I wonder is there someone new in your life already. This is what happens when I'm alone and have nothing to do - I over think everything. It's such a shame because I used to really enjoy the time I got to spend by myself, now it seems like a prison of unwanted thoughts and feelings.