recently my girlfriend decided to go into the air force. She leaves for boot camp in sept. she told me it would be hard for her to leave and i told her that i would deal with it. That night(new years) i told her i was scared of growing up. Later that week she told me that it was over. She wated to be ready for the air force and not have any baggage. SHe apologized and dropped me off at home. She asked me to "wait" for her until she got back,meaning i wouldnt see anyone else or fall in love..basically stay in love. I did.. Its so hard for us to be friends though. I have a class with her and seeing her smile brings back so many memories. I cry myself to sleep everynight.. i asked her 2 weeks later if i should wait for her still and she said no. I asked her if she still loved me. she said "no its not there anymore...i just dont feel it".i was and still am devistated.. btw she told me to move on and get over it..shes over me..how? i feel so alone right now..my grades have slipped...everything is going wrong..i want to be saved...what should i do? i still love her.....am i wrong? i want her back so bad..help me
