1st Love

I have always wanted to ask you "Did you regret going out with me?" But I asked myself "Do I regret going out with you" and then I realise, yes. I don't regret having a girlfriend, but I regret having you as my first girlfriend. You strung me along like a puppet and I meant nothing to you. I'm glad I'm over you now, I don't have to be chasing something that doesn't deserve my love.

I'm sorry it had to end in such bad terms.

Ex just broke up with me a month ago, and I was devastated. I wish I could participate, it's exactly what I need... but my ex and I are in the same residential hall and are in the same friends group so we kinda have to see each other and stuff every single day Lesson learnt, don't go out with a friend living in the same college.

I would like to apologise for my behaviour in the past month. I did everything wrong, everything that I shouldn't have done after a breakup, I did. You still had feelings for me a month ago, but I chased them too much and now they're gone forever. I was only chasing after my dreams. If only you can see that I've learnt so much, changed so much. If only...

I know I've said this a million times and that it's lost all meaning, but I am truly sorry.