marshallmog

Day 3)... i got a FB message from him yesterday saying... Hi.. hope your keeping well and looking after yaself with a kiss.. I didnt reply... We havent poken for two weeks now though but im counting this as day 3 cause i peeked at his FB 3 days ago.. Thing is here he told me he had deactivated his FB but he had only changed the password as u could still find him.. he hasnt been on there at all but must of gone on there yesterday... Our last conversation was 2 weeks ago where it was calm but i was trying to convince him to be together.. he was saying the usual.. we will never be together and i dont want us anymore.. that he knew i wanted us together but it wasnt going to happen. I asked had he met someone ( i already knew he had 4 days after our split).. he said "Im talking to someone getting to know them".. that hurt so no more contact.. but my question here is.. why the txt.. It cant be cause hes feeling guilty cause he didnt care what he said to me on the phone during our conversation.. As far as he is concerned though he thinks we are still friends.. Do u all think that he is just sending this txt as a friendly txt???. But i keep anylysing as he used to txt every other day at first or call out of the blue but hasnt done any of these things since 2 weeks ago.. nor did he say happy birthday to my son (who he treated as a stepson) or did he come to watch him play football which he said he would do.. link removed help please on this .. What do you all think this txt is about

I last spoke to him on the 16th october 2011... he last txt me.. (he txt me a joke a dirty joke).. 2 days ago.. i didnt reply with LOL or anything... but i will consider this as DAY 1... have had a bad day today.. missed him alot.. missed us.. but went out bought paint and breakfast bar.. getting it fitted for my halloween party on saturday.. going to spend this week painting my kitchen.. putting up shelves... buying new bar stools.. then decking out the house.. i make it look so spooky and cool.. then im going to find my sexy devil costume to wear... all my friends and some new whom i havent met yet cant wait for my annual shindig... so i have that to look forward too... Hes missed a couple of my halloween parties before in the 7 years we been together because of our break ups that we had so its not like i will miss him being there so much.. He always seemed to home in on anniversaries christmas boxing day or birthdays to decide to have a row.. dont know why that is... but will post again soon... Love to all of u who are suffering too x x

who do you think you are.... running round leaving scars... collecting your jar of hearts.. tearing love apart... your gonna catch a cold... from the ice inside your soul.... dont come back for me... just who do you think you are.. and dont you know im not your ghost anymore.. cause all thats waiting is regret... you lost the love i loved the most.. i learned to live half alive.. so dont come back for me.. who do you think you are.. x x