Im tired of all this crap in my life, ive had enough of it all and i have no way out.
Im sick of people things will get better, they dont, they never have i cant even remember the last time i was happy with my life.
sure im happy when i go out with my friends, which hardly happens but im sick of being alone, having no good mates and not having a GF.
i think im getting somwhere with a girl but nothing happens, i never get anything just suicial thoughts, i just want to jump off a bridge somtimes, but i cant because i cant do that to my family, but im sick of feeling like this, no one cares or anything.
its porbly because ive always been like it for so long no one cares, and its not like i dont try with these girls or friends, just nothing go's right. no idea where im writing on here, guess everyone else dont give a crap about me anyway, i wish i can make my family happy in death.