KatyAtl

Day 1. Limited contact was driving me crazy, giving me false hope, keeping me from moving on with my life. Hope I'm strong enough to stick up for myself.

I feel like I am going to be in love with you for the rest of my life and the thought is scaring me to death. Don't know what to do without you. When does all this pain end?

Had another dream about you B. I want our life back.

So how do I support him from a distance and maintain NC? or are you suggesting i just limit my contact with him further?

The first 3 days are the hardest...it's like relationship detox. If you can make it through these 3 days I promise it gets mostly easier (although there will definitely be some low periods) and nothing that you can't overcome

First of all, good luck to you! And I broke NC...I had a bad night and kind of freaked out and called him. As far as effort, he's just going from ignoring every attempt of mine to contact him, and not trying to contact me if I don't try to contact him, to talking with me casual. He asks me if I'm alright, and we've been joking around every few days or so. The conversations are brief and surface level usually, but it seems like we're enjoying each other again. I would love to get back together...I don't want to force something that won't ever work, but that's sort of the goal here for me. He's expressed a need for space in the past to work on his own issues, so I think NC might help with that. But at the same time, will he think I'm being callous not talking with him?

I'm considering doing NC again...Only lasted about a week last time I tried. Seems like he's finally back in the mood where he's willing to talk though. What do you guys think? If it seems like he's showing a little bit of effort now, would going NC take us further away from each other or maybe bring us closer together?

Yep...Ironically it seems to always take me further and further away from him anyway