So you still haven’t dug the knife in deep enough, huh? Still calling me for no apparent reason at all except that you’re bored or feeling a little melancholy because it’s the holiday season and all just might not be so perfect with your new love as you thought it would be? The question is still – why are you calling me? Go home and cuddle up with my replacement – it’s her job to comfort you now, validate you and give you reassurances – the one you chose over me and three years of a relationship with no real issues. It plagues you that I finally realize how fortunate I am that you are not in my life any more. You’re perplexed as you know I am enjoying freedom from you and all the perks that go along with it – able to read in peace, can go to my favorite coffee shops and just sit back and read, enjoy a nice cup of herbal tea, soak up the relaxing, comforting feel of the atmosphere without feeling it may bore you….I can go out on my balcony and be at one with nature, see and hear the squirrels running in and out of the bushes, climbing up trees and telephone poles.
I have slowly, painfully and deliberately moved on from you and a relationship that was a fraud – what was supposedly formed from a strong foundation of friendship, love and mutual respect. Yes, carefully and deliberately I replaced your fake friendship with my own true, lasting friendship, and I have moved on. I am my own best friend now and you’re on the outside looking in…or should I say, on the outside calling in?