The thing about NC for me, is that she even tells me to leave her be for a while, and I feel like if I keep talking to her and telling her my feelings, she will eventually see how much I care. She is like a magnet...she can tell me to give her time and seem to push me away, but I always come right back with kind words to try and win her back.
It is so hard to do!! I keep bringing the phrase "out of sight, out of mind" over and over in my head and that makes me want to contact her more. Ugh this is ridiculous.