Hi H!
I miss you... I really do... I know it was me who started the break-up discussion but you always leave with such doubts about what you are doing when I´m not around you that I just cant take it anymore.
You refuse a date with me on a weekend night and then a picture of you and a male "friend" appears on Facebook?! Really now? You thought I couldnt see your profile but guess what honey, I added you 2 months ago with a fake profile. All it took was a good looking guy on the profile photos and you clicked YES on the friends request. You always assumed I didnt have Facebook (which I dont) but I never said I couldnt create one profile.
But its over now. Even though I miss you, I know its best for us to be apart. Strangely enough, all I wanted to know is if this is hard for you too. Maybe all I wanted to know is that you are suffering as much as I am. If I knew that, maybe I would feel better. However, at the same time, I know that if you show a glimpse of still liking me, I would try to get you back and the cycle would repete itself again. For that, this message wont reach you. It will die here! My confession of still loving you and you will never know it. Its been 16 days since we broke up and although you contacted me 4 days after the breakup, what we spoke was just BS. I know you got the message I sent you for your sons birthday a week ago, at least a reply would be nice. I told you Im not your enemy and I dont want to cross the street when I see you walking. A simple "hi" a move on.
So this is my confession H. I still love you! I really miss you and I hope you shine brightly in someone elses sky.
Goodbye.
Q