C,
there are so many things i wish i could tell you. So many things i did tell u. I dont know how you can just toss me out of your life after being friends for almost 8 years and dating for nearly 4. I know i screwed up at times...i wasnt perfect, but i never cheated, never lied to you. i wasnt perfect. I tried, maybe not hard enough at times. Im so sorry. I just wish u missed me...wish u gave me a second chance...i loved you so much, why not give it a try? what do you have to lose?
Its so weird that even as i write this i tear up...its been almost 3 months and i miss u the same everyday. NC for almost 3 weeks...im on day 20. i wish u would call, give me a second chance...i still have that ring i was gonna give to you this year on our 4 year anniversary. u knew i was gonna ask u to marry me...y run away from that? Come back love.