10 months and 5 days

[jessica16]

its been 10 moths and 5 days since me and my x-bf broke up and last night i just broke down and cryed.this is the first time i've ever cryed over him or any other guy and i dont know why did u all of a sudden cry now? why not 10 months ago. i still love him but he only see's me as a friend i've had alot of people tell me that he likes me alot including his little sister. but he never calls. but i dont know what to do. but the thing was ever since he broke up with me i have had a new crush every day and befor i met him i like maybe 2 guyz a year why did i change? how can i get over him?

 

 

 

jessica

[ocrob]

Hi Jessica,

 

I wish I could give you some advice, but I really don't know what will help you. But, I can totally relate with you. I am guessing you broke down because these are emotions that you probably bottled up and then with the holidays you just got depressed and started crying. I am someone who had not cried in twenty years. I have cried over my ex at least four times. I was watching a movies that was a little say and just started balling when I thought of my ex.

 

As far as the crush thing, maybe you are subconsciously looking to fill the void of not having a boyfriend. Maybe you are just rebounding. I have found that I am doing something similar. I went out with this woman once so far, but talk everyday. I am totally into her. I think about her all of the time. It's weird because I don't think in the past I would have even been into her. Good luck Jessica.

[Jut]

Jess

Its good you broke down. Its like there was some pain inside that couldnt find its way out. Keep having crushes, you will find someone who loves you for who you are very soon.

[jessica16]

thanks alot. but last night i broke down again and i feel like crap! i feel like im not pretty and that im worth less how can i get out of this ? . and i like this guy alot but we have never met i added him to a friend list on this one site hes seems really kool but i feel like how can a guy like me im ugly and not what a guy wants. i think this because some guyz have told me this

[ocrob]

I am sure that you are beautiful. Everyone has their type and I am sure that you are many men's type. Personality goes a long way so don't hide yours. You sound very sweet and passionate and there will be a guy who appreciates you.